Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Eye Opener
Well...haven't been here in quite a while. But I have decided that I really need a place to vent. And Facebook isn't the place. If I wanted everything that I had to say out there then I would most definitely post it there - but some things just need to be said to make me feel better - to get it off my chest.
It has recently been brought to my attention that being my friend or husband or any other relation you want to throw in there is pretty much a hassle. I'm such a hard person to deal with. I'm superficial. I don't tell anyone how I really feel. I'm this. I'm that. Please - anyone feel free to jump in and read me my pedigree.
Newsflash! I'm not perfect! I try really hard to be a good person. To do what I can for others whenever I can. But that's not good enough. No matter what is said or done fault is found with it. I've screwed up somehow. I don't try hard enough.
I am smart enough to know when to say what I feel and when to keep my mouth shut. If I said what I really felt most of the time I would probably end up talking to myself because no one would want to deal with me. Most people want the truth but when you give it to them they can't handle it. And make no mistake - I include myself in that group. Sometimes I can't handle it very well.
So I've been "dealt with" and "put up with" for the last decade of my life. That's nice to hear. My feelings on that? I'm not holding anyone hostage in my life. You want out? You all know where the damn door is - use it. I've made it on my own before and I can sure as hell do it again.Labels: personal
